Intellectual whore
I read this term in this really funny website that I discovered through orkut. Read it here to know more about it.
Yesterday I again ended up being an intellectual whore of a woman. So bad was it that she was actually calling her boyfriend from her cell while on the phone with me, and that after I had been convinced that we were both attracted to each other and I was on the good ladder (read the site!) with her. Damn!
Well, she will probably read this blog, so let me address her also.
You know, I really appreciate your honesty with me. You told me straight out which ladder I was on without any round about explanations, and that I admire about you.
But I am just not in the market for friends right now. I have a lot of friends, and they really love me very much. In fact the only reason why my business is still afloat is because of their financial support in my times of need. But I am still v lonely. What I want at this stage of life is a woman to share life with. And not a woman who is a friend alone. I also need physical intimacy (more on that in another blog). I don’t know why I am so needy, but right now I am.
So basically a girlfriend is the only thing that can alleviate my loneliness right now. And talking to you will just make me lonelier. It’s like a hungry man standing outside a bakery with all the delicious smells of the food wafting out to him, but he cannot eat any of it. It will just drive him crazy with hunger.
“To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human” - The Matrix.
Yesterday I again ended up being an intellectual whore of a woman. So bad was it that she was actually calling her boyfriend from her cell while on the phone with me, and that after I had been convinced that we were both attracted to each other and I was on the good ladder (read the site!) with her. Damn!
Well, she will probably read this blog, so let me address her also.
You know, I really appreciate your honesty with me. You told me straight out which ladder I was on without any round about explanations, and that I admire about you.
But I am just not in the market for friends right now. I have a lot of friends, and they really love me very much. In fact the only reason why my business is still afloat is because of their financial support in my times of need. But I am still v lonely. What I want at this stage of life is a woman to share life with. And not a woman who is a friend alone. I also need physical intimacy (more on that in another blog). I don’t know why I am so needy, but right now I am.
So basically a girlfriend is the only thing that can alleviate my loneliness right now. And talking to you will just make me lonelier. It’s like a hungry man standing outside a bakery with all the delicious smells of the food wafting out to him, but he cannot eat any of it. It will just drive him crazy with hunger.
“To deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human” - The Matrix.
posted by philosopher stoned | 6:42 PM
1 Comments:
ladder thoery is mind blowing. it explains my life completely. it explains why i stop talking to some women even when things are going well. because intuitively i knew i was on the wrong ladder to start with. fuck man, this is just awesome.
i am an intellectual whore. fuck man, its all so simple. why didnt i see it before. its like i am seeing the world for the first time.
your address to her flows so smoothyly from the theory. it makes the point clear without being bitter and yet the person reading it would feel ike an idiot. and the quote in the end is so apt. well written piece man.
why the hell didn tyou tell me about this thoery before?
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