my neediness!
I need a woman so bad! Today again I was hugged by M, and she felt so amazing in my arms – her curvy fleshy body against my chest, her arms around me, my arms around her, needless to say I got a hard-on!
But damn it I miss the physical intimacy of being with a woman so much. Why can’t I get a woman? I’ve become fairly attractive now, what more do I need to do? Why can’t life be simple like it was when I met P – we just met, spark flew, and on first night itself we were holding and rubbing and caressing each other. I somehow think that the only way I am ever gonna be able to get a woman will be in a similar situation. But the question is how do I end up in a situation like that? I hate going to parties, and I don’t have the money to spend on going out to pubs discos etc, and I fucking can’t even afford a shaadi.com membership. I’ve gotta do something or I’ll go crazy. I think a paid shaadi membership seems like a good way forward. Lemme see how I can manage that.
But damn it I miss the physical intimacy of being with a woman so much. Why can’t I get a woman? I’ve become fairly attractive now, what more do I need to do? Why can’t life be simple like it was when I met P – we just met, spark flew, and on first night itself we were holding and rubbing and caressing each other. I somehow think that the only way I am ever gonna be able to get a woman will be in a similar situation. But the question is how do I end up in a situation like that? I hate going to parties, and I don’t have the money to spend on going out to pubs discos etc, and I fucking can’t even afford a shaadi.com membership. I’ve gotta do something or I’ll go crazy. I think a paid shaadi membership seems like a good way forward. Lemme see how I can manage that.
posted by philosopher stoned | 11:38 AM
3 Comments:
two different headings, same posts?
you're probably looking too hard... sometimes, its so much easier when you stop looking... and sometimes when you dont look for it, it hits you right between the eyes.
maybe your honesty of physical intimacy can scare away someone who can get fond of you, but isnt as fond of physical intimacy as you are...
slow down and distract your mind - you may just find everything you are looking for then :)
(or maybe you could find 10 days and try out the Vipassana meditation, you could learn a lot about yourself :))
I agree with Tara:
http://insiyahvahanvaty.blogspot.com/2005_06_01_archive.html
Read "Nature's Law"
Huh.. I only partly agree with ur frends here! If sth has to happen, it will no matter what you portray or don't portray. No point in trying to show ur nething then who u are
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