Catharsis

I think I’m going through a process of catharsis forced by my condition as an entrepreneur.

I met Satya on Monday, and that man has always been a sort of a role model. He told me that I need to face up to my desires. I need to be able to choose. He told me somethings about having a choice. I did not understand that fully, but I did understand that he was trying to say something profound to me. He told me something like how entrepreneurship strips us down to the bare bone, how it forces us to look into the mirror and forces us to recognize and acknowledge who we are.

But man o man. If I survive this phase somehow, man o man, I’ve got it made. I’ve learned my lesson many times over. I need to give feedback more openly to my faculty. I can’t extract my money’s worth out of them without that feedback. I need to give feedback to all my employees. I need to stop being afraid of giving feedback. If it hurts them, then it has to hurt them, there’s nothing I can do about that. And like a fool I still haven’t spoken to all my faculty till now.

I hope I can make it out of this somehow. I hope I can make it out.