Thursday, June 22, 2006

Touch me!

All I can think of is hitting the road again tonight. I just want to get lost in the road. I have an image of an long endless road with just darkness in front of me and darkness behind me. I have an image of just running without stopping on this road. The constant breaths, my heart pumping blood to my entire body, my legs moving like parts of a beautifully oiled machine, my hair flying in the wind behind me.

I just cannot talk to people sometimes. I just can’t say a word. And I don’t even feel the need to say anything, because the only thing that matters to me is touch. I want to be touched. I want to touch. Touch is the ultimate symbol of intimacy. The way u touch another person is what really shows intimacy. And I just cannot be intimate with anyone I haven’t touched.

I so long for someone to touch. I dream of waking up to the touch of her. Of waking in the middle of the night and touching her to make sure that it is not a dream.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Does that mean you cannot be intimate with your friends without touch? Or are you talking only of sexual intimacy with 'the one'?

Since you are a very 'feelings' sort of a person, I assume that touch is important to you because of what it represents. You are very observant of people, their non-verbal gestures and body language. Which is why, perhaps, words lose their meaning for you with people.
Maybe for you, the symbolic is much more significant than the literal...

June 27, 2006  

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